Sunday, June 12, 2011

The Present Belongs To Us

"But I can't escape the decisions and actions of my past. The present is not a blank slate, and I'm fully developed. I have my likes and dislikes, my personal preferences. I don't need a blank slate. I don't want one, and no matter what you say about it, I don't have a blank slate to work on. I have a bunch of ongoing sagas, and it takes all my time and energy just to keep my whole life from careening off a cliffside. I dont have time for daydreaming."


"What if I told you you could write a new future for yourself on a tiny little sliver of that slate? Just look away from all the ongoing sagas of your life for a few minutes, and have a conversation with me about the future."


"A tiny little new future on a tiny little sliver of the slate? You're being kind of ridiculous, you know."


"Well let's try it, okay? We'll see if it's ridiculous or brilliant. And I promise it won't take you away from the ongoing sagas of your life for too long."


"Do I have a choice?"


"Always." 


Stay tuned for more of the ongoing conversation "The Present Belongs To Us."



Returning

Returning is always so much fun. I had been trying to switch all my blogs over to Wordpress, but this program works better for Soul Visions, so I am choosing to have blogs on both Google and Wordpress. It's a little complicated, but not so much. And when I get my personal website up, there will be links to everything, or I may import everything. Have to ask the techie.

But the point is, I'm back and happy to be here.

I've been redefining the mission of my ministry in this lifetime. It becomes clearer to me all the time. I am here to learn myself and then help others to maintain spiritual well-being during these difficult times.

I'm calling my ministry "Reiki-Be...Reiki-Do" since I'm a Reiki Master/Teacher in the Usui tradition. This name places the choice about being up front and the actions that it creates come naturally from the choice related to being.

Who we are being is always critical. Our beliefs and our thinking, and especially our stand and who we say we are for ourselves and for others and what we can be counted on for by others,  these are powerful choices. And they are OUR choices. The present belongs to us.

It is a delusion to have it the other way, but most people do have it the other way, believing incorrectly that who they are, and who we get to be are the result of what we and others have done, and all of our past experiences. About all of which they have no choice. It can't be changed. It is what it is. Even typing these phrases brings my energy down. "It" happened and now this is my life - I hear such thinking and believing all the time. In fact, sometimes I do it myself. So depressing!

But not only does this kind of orientation in life make us miserable,  these beliefs also conspire to keep us in darkness. To believe we are the product of our past is to live in a tunnel. I am holding the light at the end of the tunnel, and yes I will come in after you and lead you out.

We are an assembly of people committed to living at a higher level of consciousness, a level where all things are connected, where no material gain or loss, no status or lack of status, no illness or injury, no treasure beyond measure...I'm saying NOTHING in this earthly existence is of much importance when weighed against our spiritual mission and our spiritual well-being.

If we are guided by these Principles of Spiritual Well-Being, we will not lose our way in life. We are not here to descent to the level of animals, though sometimes they appear to behave better than we do. We have been seduced by these bodies and this planet. It is true our bodies, and our brains are part of our bodies, belong to this planet. But never forget that your spirit is immortal. You are just visiting. Like an exchange-student, you have learned the local customs and studied many aspects and invented many fabulous things. And made us quite comfortable on the whole, temporary as this arrangement may be, and however doomed to failure. But for now, it's working in our favor. So stop taking it so seriously and let's move on. We must turn our attention to the next level.

In our assembly, we practice many ways to access our higher selves, and we tell our stories and share our experiences and learnings. If you would like to join the Reiki-Be...Reiki-Do assembly, please send me an email at stillwalkn@gmail.com

Monday, May 3, 2010

Casting Out a Spirit

What a blast! Yesterday I casted out a spirit that was troubling a family, especially their 11 year old girl. It seems this ghost liked the girl's bedroom best of all places in the house.

They had tried the Catholic Church, smudging, crystals, prayers, just telling it to leave. Nothing worked.

The minute I walked in the house, I felt an uncomfortable fullness in the space, like a congestion. In the girl's bedroom it was oppressive. It made me woozy, sick at my stomach. It felt like a vice was squeezing my head. Pressure.

The ghost was afraid to go to the light. It was afraid that it was going to its judgment, and sure it was going to be condemned. I reassured it that there is no heaven or hell, and nothing bad was going to happen to it. Then we cast it out, using salt and crystals. And it left. Poof! Gone.

That was so much fun.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

The Dark Side


Embrace your dark side's point of view. Hear its insights, validate its feelings, assimilate all your darkness has to offer. 


Your dark side has its feet on the ground. It gives you your capacity for compassion. It allows you to forgive. It is your broken heart. Start by considering that we are all mirror images of each other. Don't allow yourself to deny it. No exceptions. Start by looking at yourself. Get real. No make up. No clothes to dress it up. Think about your cells, your bones, your blood, your waste. 


Only when we know that the seed of great evil lives in every one us equally, can we stop comparing so as to include and exclude, deny and admit, punish and praise. Then and only then do we really have a choice. Not between good and bad. or right and wrong. Not because we should or shouldn't. Just because we have a choice. We are not compelled. We are free.


What if I told you that doing evil is very rewarding? That it is thrilling? That it is fun? Do you still choose the path of kindness? What if I told you there is no hell? No heaven? What if I told you Karma is just a story somebody made up to control the masses? What if you could get away with anything? Everything? What would you do then? Would you still choose to give and not take? 


You are as capable of hatred as love, of judgment as of mercy. You are not one or the other. You are both. You have a choice in every moment. Never pretend it is not so. Be honest about the choices you make. When you embrace your dark side, you become whole. When you are whole, you will never judge another person. Nor will you ever see yourself as a victim. 


Feet On The Ground

Sometimes I am struck by the tendency of spiritual-minded people to get their heads in the clouds and forget that their feet are on the ground.

In fact this tendency irritates the shit out of me. I want to call myself Rose, The Reiki Bitch just to make a point. You can't deny yourself and remain authentic. An authentic human being is a complex mixture of animal and spiritual beings. To attempt to separate these dimensions is to deny your life.

It is our job to embrace our life. And our life is in this world, not apart from it.

Saturday, February 6, 2010

A Good Morning For An Attunement

It's a good morning for an attunement. I woke up refreshed and alert, and my hands are alive with tingling energy. My attention is focused on giving an attunement, and the energy is building around this purpose. It feels good to be in full Reiki mode.

Namaste.

Monday, February 1, 2010

David

My friend David is dying. The brain cancer is again spreading and he has accepted that his walk is nearly at an end. David has been an inspiration to me, as I know he has been for many others. His book, "You Don't Have To Die When Your Doctor Says" (he didn't) is a great gift he has given to the rest of us, especially those who have received a terminal diagnosis. I am sad to lose David. His life has been a blessing.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Wow it's been a long time since I posted here. I have to admit, the pain in my own body took my attention away from many things. It was also tiring. Repeatedly, my friends sent me distance healing, and the pain went away, only to come back the next day, or whenever I was foolish enough to use my arm again. Tendonitis is a slow healer, no doubt about it. But along the way these past couple of months, I've made some progress on dealing with arthritis.

The herbal supplement formulas are helpful. I've tried Inflameze from Mother's Cupboard Nutrition and EnFlammend. I think the EnFlammend is better. It's also possible to eat a less inflammatory diet - less meat, no junk! and lots of green foods and fruits. Also apple cider vinegar and a green food supplement, like chlorella seem to help. I also find that a supplement called CetylPure makes a difference. It lubricates the joints. I can tell the difference. Taking Flax Seed Oil in supplement form is also helping.

It sure feels good to be able to walk again! Arthritis is nasty.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Alrighty then!

So, I put it out to the forum and I haven't had any answers yet, but on my own I seem to have broken through whatever was blocking me from doing my self-healing. It seemed to me like I had to shift my consciousness out of the pain-awareness and into my higher self awareness, my observer self, and then the energy started to flow. It was very good to feel the pain easing. Yay!!!

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

The dilemma of self-healing

When I am not consciously trying to heal myself, things just heal. In the course of healing others, without deliberation on my part. My cataracts dissolved on their own. My leg got stronger. It just happens on its own. But when I am injured, as now I am injured, it seems no effort on my own behalf makes a difference. Other healers have said they believe we healers should be able to heal ourselves. Yet it doesn't seem I can do it.

My arm continues to hurt. It's so painful so continuously that it has begun to affect my mood. It's getting on my nerves. The pain reminds me of the sciatica I used to have years ago in my leg. It is really difficult to endure, and it seems like everything I do just aggravates it more.

So I can't help but wonder if there is something I am doing wrong. And why is it so easy for me to heal others, but so difficult to help myself?

I will put it to the forum and see what others say.

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Healing Prayer for 10/22/09

To Nancy and Brandon in Colorado; to Dinh in New Caledonia; to Richard and Leonard, Karen and Crystal, Erin and Sara, Shaun and Jonathan, and Kate who all live in the neighborhood (you could all get hands-on treatment); to Eric in Singapore; Michael in Kansas: Kathleen in Massachusetts; and Caglar in Turkey; to Zephira in the City by the Bay; and Diane in California; to Cecil in Western Washington; and Lisa in Kentucky; to Maria in England; and to P.J. and Ninna in Connecticut; to little Chloe in Colorado;
and sweet Mai in England; to Patricia in Texas; and to David in New Zealand, please open your aura tonight, and let a small ray of energy in. It's just energy, like the universe is made of, the same energy you are made of, it is clear and simple and full of love. Take it into your field, let it fill up any empty places, open any blockages, ease any pain, soothe any fear, quiet your mind and warm your heart. May this brief ray of love coming in for your highest good, help to open you to your own higher self, which is your true self, and invite higher guidance into your life at this time, when you so need it. And may you heal more fully, more quickly and more joyously into your journey, and know you are never alone. I am sending you white light.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Pain and Spirituality

Pain can really drag you down. Chronic pain in particular. It saps your energy and tricks your mind into negative thinking. I always used to think that people who are in pain and still smiling must be brain-dead. There just has to be something wrong with somebody who can be cheerful when they are in pain. You know what I mean? if you've ever been in serious pain for any period of time, you probably do. So how do they really do it? I think one major thing is not feeling sorry for yourself.

And then of course, pain makes you angry. It's frustrating and it wears on you emotionally. It does on me, anyway. When your mind starts yammering on about why is this happening to me, or you're just plain depressed, you have to have some presence of spirit. You have to notice, first of all.

It definitely helps if you have an established spiritual practice. By this I mean you have somewhere else to go, other than your mind and your emotions, both of which will likely become part of the problem, not part of the solution. You have to develop a way of watching what is happening, rather than being blown away by it. A little distance goes a long way toward poise.

When sadness arises, watch it roll in like you're watching waves at the ocean. Just let it wash over you. And if there are tears, let them come. And then they will go. Watch them go. Relax into it. Listen to your mind like you're listening to a friend. Don't judge, just listen. And always have compassion for yourself. The more you love yourself the less you will hurt.

Pain is a circumstance. It is just there to be dealt with. Remember we didn't incarnate into this world to have it all easy and sweet. We are here to be challenged.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Creative Visualization, Intention and Reiki

I was asked recently if Reiki is anything like creative visualization. There is visualization in Reiki. However, the energy I feel with my hands has density, color and temperature. So I think of visualization as a switch, like a light switch. You visualize the flow of energy and it turns on, begins to flow and becomes quite real and present. I visualize to focus myself on being a channel rather than the source of the energy that I am sending to another person.

When I am doing distance Reiki, I visualize the person within the dome created by my cupped hands. If I have never seen the person, I review what information I have about them and direct (intend for) the energy to go there.

It is very difficult to keep my healing intentions out of it. I continuously check to see if I am releasing my personal intentions and simply sending universal life force energy to the recipient. What they do with that energy is not really for me to say.

I personally want people to suffer less and enjoy life more. Since suffering is optional, I send the desire for people to release themselves from suffering. I have no way of knowing whether their pain can be relieved/healed or not. But with an influx of energy, perhaps they can manage and deal with their pain better, perhaps heal themselves. I hope people will be refreshed, and in a more refreshed state of being, will not only be better able to heal, but will choose to release themselves from any suffering they may have unnecessarily created for themselves.

Namaste.

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Pain and Suffering

Pain and suffering are not synonyms. Suffering is optional.

PAIN IS NOT OPTIONAL.

Pain is a part of life. It may be physical, mental, emotional or spiritual, or any combination. But no matter how we describe it, the bottom line is that there is no avoiding it. Pain comes with the territory.

SUFFERING, on the other hand, is entirely and only a choice. It is a choice to dwell on your complaints, focus on what makes you miserable, and thereby increase your own pain.

But if pain is unavoidable, how can we tell the difference between pain that we are experiencing in the present and suffering that we are experiencing by keeping the past alive and/or projecting past or present pain into the future?

Where is the line between feeling and processing pain, rather than stuffing it away or hiding from it... and then suffering from it?

How do you allow yourself to greive in a healthy way?

Pain becomes suffering when we resist it, make generalizations about it, and attempt to avoid it. You have to experience pain and allow it to come and go in your life.

It is very helpful to notice your mind thinking about pain. The mind wants to figure out why it is happening and how to avoid it happening again in a similar way. The mind also generates positions, opinions, judgments, grievances, grudges, complaints, and strategies of avoidance, defense, manipulation, entitlement, and outlook in response to pain. None of these really helps us deal with pain and release it. Releasing pain is the key to reducing your suffering.

To release pain, you have to forgive, both yourself and others. In addition, you must practice acceptance as well as accountability for what has occurred and your part in it. Then and only then, can you release it. No regrets, no blame, no bitterness. It simply passes.

Pain is not negative but it is unpleasant. It is designed to create avoidance behaviors. “Once burned, twice smart,” the saying goes. But try as we might, and we do try mightily, there is no way to avoid pain.

The good news is that your own pain will not kill you. The bad news is that trying not to feel it will. Avoidance of pain leads to all sorts of problems, up to and including addiction and suicide. But if you have to experience pain, at least do not prolong it by adding a bunch of judgments and such. The pain is bad enough in and of itself. There is no need or purpose served by also suffering. Since all of the suffering is produced in your mind, it’s important to learn how to watch your mind at work. Then when you notice it creating suffering, you can choose to release it instead.

Sunday, September 27, 2009

What Is Healing Anyway?

WHAT IS HEALING?

Healing is restoring and/or repairing ourselves in response to an injury or illness.

The injury or illness may be physical, mental, emotional or spiritual. Generally an injury or illness in one area is reflected in the other areas. And an injury or illness may be multi-dimensional to begin with. Addiction comes to mind immediately. It destroys the person physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually, if not all at once, then certainly in a cumulative manner.

Physical injury/illness is characterized by a visible disruption of function in the body, with or without pain. With the exception of fatal injury, and short of regenerating lost body parts, the human body is always healing itself.

Mental illness is observable as an inability to process information in a meaningful, productive or coherent manner, and/or bizarre ideations, dysfunctional communications, all sorts of self-destructiveness, violence, etc.

Emotional illness/injury generally consists of suffering that doesn't have an obvious physical root or cause, and includes all sorts of mental anguish, heartache, remorse, fear, loss and mourning, etc.

Spiritual illness or injury takes the form of lack or loss of hope, purpose, connectedness, meaning and joy. It also generally has an appearance of lack of animation.

Clearly, these categories are arbitrary and they overlap a great deal. Personally, I get the blues when I'm sick. Not only does my body feel bad, but I also become mentally lazy, emotionally self-pitying, impatient and joyless. I tend to communicate less, and when I do communicate it is mainly to complain.

HOW DOES IT HAPPEN?

Healing is something our bodies do automatically, without our conscious volition.

We all see this. We can do things to support our body's healing processes, or we can impede these processes, but our bodies will keep trying to heal in spite of us. This ability to self-repair and renew is less apparent emotionally, mentally and spiritually, but it does occur.

We are all familiar with the expression "time heals" with respect to emotional wounds. Like the body's scars, emotional injuries leave their mark, but the intensity of emotional pain generally diminishes over time.

Mental illness is more perplexing. If you have a mental illness and you are prescribed drugs to treat it, I strongly suggest you take your medication. But we all know that periodically most people with a mental illness will stop taking their meds, just to see if they still need them. I know of people who have healed from mental illnesses.

Spiritual illness seems to involve beliefs about mortality and the meaning of life. Connecting with the higher self, or soul dimension goes a long way toward healing an ailing spirit. Conversion is a form of spiritual healing. But it isn't necessary to believe in a "God" or a higher power to be spiritually healthy. I include 12 step recovery programs in this category. AA/NA are programs of spiritual healing.

Connecting with your higher self or soul self is spiritually healing. Meditation is very good for connecting with ones own higher self. A simple beginning can be made by observing the mind. Make friends with the observer, because that is your higher self. So far as I can ascertain, the higher self doesn't get the blues. It can be a wonderful refuge in difficult times.

It is very helpful spiritually to believe that you have an immortal soul. This takes some of the sting out of the inevitability of physical decline and death.

Taking responsibility for oneself also helps with any spiritual recovery. This includes recognizing your own power as managing director of your life. Claiming values and goals connects you with your creative dimension. Creativity is spiritually healthy. If you don't currently have a reason to live, create one and your life will begin to work in ways you never imagined possible.

Life is short and confusing. Only you can make your life matter (to yourself). Waiting around for anyone else to give you the "answer" to the "meaning of life" is futile and wastes precious time you could be spending enjoying yourself. Create your own meaning.

HEALING HAPPENS

There are a lot of differing perspectives on what healing is and when and why it happens.

But one thing is for sure. Healing does happen. It happens when we try and it happens when we don't try. And sometimes it doesn't happen, no matter how hard we try. We've all heard about spontaneous healing, faith healing, the "placebo effect," the garlic cure, and the list goes on. There is no shortage of "miracle" cures.

Some people will tell you that the ability to heal our bodies is unlimited. I've heard it said that if you want to live forever, contract a serious illness and take care of yourself.

On the other hand, most of us have lost someone to an illness or injury from which their bodies did not heal.

There is this notion that if we just had the right "juju," we would heal ourselves and live forever. And somebody always says that we create our own illnesses and injuries because we need to suffer, or because of our karma from a past life, or because it is teaching us a lesson.

Personally, I think when you incarnate on a rock that is spinning around a ball of fire, you have to expect a certain amount of damage. Things bang around, things break, things get old and wear out. It goes with the territory. Even in a world without war, we would still need hospitals.

And what if you heal on one dimension, but not on another? A friend of mine who has cancer recently said that while he may not survive, he will most assuredly heal. I think what he means is that his body may not survive, but his spirit is doing quite well, maybe even better all the time.

REIKI AND ENERGY HEALING

I'm a Reiki Master and an ordained Spiritual Healer.

I became a Reiki Master initially because I wanted to heal myself. I was suffering. I have post-polio syndrome and it was kicking my butt. My life was more and more about exhaustion and pain, and there was just so much conventional medicine could do for me.

Reiki was a natural fit for me. All my life, I've had the ability to cure a headache or backache just by putting my hands there. And before I learned about Reiki, I would frequently remove the pain from someone else, but end up transferring it into my hands. Sometimes the pain I absorbed would hurt all the way up my arms. And it could take hours to dissipate.

Reiki taught me how to relieve another person's pain without taking it into my own body. Rather than absorbing the other person's energy, the Reiki practitioner channels what I call clean energy from the universe, through their body and their hands, into the other person's energy field.

I don't know why it works, but that clean energy transforms the other person's painful energy back into healthy energy. The energy is literally changed. I can feel the change in my hands.

Reiki focusses on the person's energy by promoting energy flow throughout the body's energetic system. Reiki literally means universal life force. We all have this life force within us. If we didn't have it, we would be dead.

When the energy is blocked, the body's natural ability to heal is impaired. At the very least, it is slowed way down. The challenge is to keep your energy moving freely, like a fresh mountain stream.

You've seen what happens when water gets backed up into a slough and stagnates. Whenever there is an illness or injury, your personal energy flow is blocked, either at the physical location of the injury or at the chakra, or energy center, associated with that type of disturbance. Heartbreak generally shows up in the heart chakra, while a problem with self-expression generally shows up in the throat. Hesitation shows up in the knees. So does arthritis.

When I find a lot of trapped and stagnant energy, or what I call dark energy, I use my hands to move it out of the person's energy field altogether, rather than trying to transform it. Once I've cleared most of it out, I then use Reiki to send clean energy into the area. The combination of removing the dark, blocked energy and adding clean energy seems to work pretty well.

SENDING ENERGY EVERYWHERE

I thoroughly enjoy giving hands-on Reiki treatments. But as a Reiki practitioner, I've also been trained to send energy remotely. Don't ask me how it works, but there is no distance in spirit. I'm able to connect with someone at a distance, sense their energy, and send them energy. I don't get the detailed specific information about the person that I do in a hands-on session, but I get a very strong sense of their overall energy. I can tell who is doing well and who is having a hard time. Sometimes, what I sense is their pain, or their anger and frustration. As I send energy remotely, I can feel the quality of the person's energy changing.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

My prayer

To David and Kate, Patricia and Mai, to Chloe and Carla, to Linda and Jonathan, to Shaun and PJ, to Maria and Sara, For Ruben and Lisa, and Cecil and Meghan; To Diane and Zephira, Nisroc and Caglar, to Gary and Dotty and Heidi and Kathleen, for Karen and Mary, to Michael and Alex and to Eric comes energy, clear and simple and full of love. Take it into your field, let it fill up your emptiness, soothe your fears, ease your mind and warm your heart. May it open you to your higher self, and invite higher guidance into your life at this time, when you so need it. And may you heal more fully, more quickly and more joyously into your journey, and know you are never alone.